I've been such an evil moody bitch lately, so I apologise. The Doubt™ that Rory and Bill speak of seems to hit me every 2 or 3 days, not months as Rory mentioned. Lately I am on this mad rollercoaster when one minute I think yay, you're not so bad, you're doing great in life... then a moment later I am insane with doubt and angry at myself and thinking everything I do is utterly stupid and believing that everyone in the world thinks so too. I've always been an up and down kind of person but it's become really, truly pathetic lately and I keep insisting on ranting in here when it happens. So. Very sorry.